“Don’t worry. I’ve got it taken care of.” I said.
It was 2009, probably around February or March. My fiancé was double checking with me that I had reserved the bed and breakfast we were staying at for our honeymoon. And I had. They had my credit card info on file, so that after that exciting day in May when we got married, this place could be our first stop. It was going to cost us about $200 for that one day.
The second place, where we would stay two days, would cost us about the same, $200 a day. It’s a bed and breakfast. It’s nice. And they had my credit card info on file.
Not my main credit card, mind you. That one was maxed out at $8500. I had to pay it down just to keep it from hitting the limit. No, this was a different credit card…I had successfully paid the $2000 one down to $1400, so that I would have room to pay for our honeymoon (thereby maxing it out again). To this day, Sarah says “If I would’ve known, it would’ve stressed me out.” Or did she know? I don’t remember.
What I do remember is how that debt happened, and how it felt.
It was 2000. The summer before my freshman year of high school, I got a job. The taekwondo school I went to? I was hired on as an assistant instructor. Which meant I got this amazing thing called a paycheck.
However, the paycheck had a problem. It only came once a month. And near the end of the month, it was GONE. In fact, if I spent it too fast, it was gone halfway through the month. Crap. So at the end of the month, or for the last half of the month, I had to learn to do something hard: I had to say NO to what I wanted. Which was hard.
Then, in the end of 2003, something amazing (but not really) happened. I got a credit card, one that was ONLY for use in emergencies. I actually never used it, it was just there…
…until one of my family trips to Washington D.C.. That was when I thought: “I know I’m out of money, but why don’t I get just a few games for my Game Boy Advance for the flight? I’ll pay it off.” And I did. And I paid it off. $100 worth of games.
Then I did something like that again. $300. I forget for what. And I paid it off.
Then, I did something like that again. For about $300. But this time…I was only able to pay off $200 that month. So I had $100 balance.
Ran out of debit card money. Began spending credit card money again. Balance up to $300 again.
Paid off $150. Spend $300 more.
You see where this is going.
It was summer of 2007. I had to learn something that I hadn’t had to do since I was 18…I had to say NO to things I wanted at the end of the month. Although at 18, it was because I ran out of money. Now, at 21 years old, it was because I had hit my limit, and they had stopped raising it. The difference was that at 18, they weren’t charging me $241 dollars a month. Now, they were. Stupid interest.
It was depressing to look at, but this is my problem. No one else’s. I will figure this out.
It was January of 2008. And I am about to have the scariest conversation of my life. You see, my new girlfriend (we had been dating since November) knew about my relationship history, the good and the bad. That was hard to tell her. But this? This was by far harder. And I don’t even remember how I did it. Somehow, I did. But man, I don’t remember how.
I mean, maybe it would go like this:
“Hey, Sarah, I’m really into you. I love you. By the way, at only 22 years old I happen to be about $12,000 in debt across three credit cards. And I haven’t even mentioned student loans.”
“Oh, how did I do that, you ask? Did I fly across the world and donate large sums of money to the helpless and needy? Is that why I’m in debt? No…it’s primarily from fast food and video games.”
“By the way…please don’t leave me…”
Last summer, it was my problem. But now? As long as Sarah stayed with me, it was our problem. She could’ve escaped if she wanted to. Thankfully, she didn’t. But showing her my debt? Scariest thing I’ve ever done in my life. I am not kidding.
September. 2009. We had been married for about 4 monthsAfter we were gifted Dave Ramsey’s Financial Peace University, we decided to go through it together before going to the “official” class. And we had just finished the lesson on debt. So Sarah went and got her one credit card that she had.
“Let’s cut it up!” She cut up her credit card, and put it in a jar. “How about you?”
I didn’t want to. At all. For some reason, the card felt like it was my freedom to spend money when I wanted (Freedom. Ha. What a joke.). But Sarah stared at me with this “I did it, now it’s your turn!” look (By the way, her card had a 0 balance and she basically never used it). I mean, I couldn’t say no. I didn’t want to cut it up, but I did. It hurt.
Yup, Sarah peer pressured me into it. Never wanted to do that. But I did. I cut up all three cards.
So from that point forward, I went through the difficult discipline of learning how to spend only $40 a month on “impulse” types of purchases, like fast food or whatever. And that was HARD to learn.
It is now February 10th, 2016. By a series of small decisions of discipline, with God’s help, and because my wife is a ninja at this sort of thing, we just paid off the loan on our minivan.
Sarah’s $6000+ of student loans is gone.
My $7000+ of student loans is gone.
The $8500 that my used car was on? (Which kinda turned out to be a lemon anyway) Gone.
The $8500 from the other card I was telling you about? Gone.
The $2000 from that first card? Gone.
We also owed about $600 to Best Buy. But that was the first thing we killed.
$10000 of medical bills for Abrielle’s C-Section. $2500 for the homebirth that never happened because of the transfer to the hospital. $2500 more to pay the deductible for Alsea’s birth. A surprise appendectomy…I don’t remember how much it cost.
So that $3000 loan that we pulled when my car went belly up and we needed to get a minivan? We killed it today. And it is the last debt to die.
As of this morning, we are debt free.
Back in 2009, we had 6 things that demanded minimum payments from us. So if we only made minimum payments, about 500-600 of our income was claimed by our debts. We looked at it and thought “What could we do if we didn’t have to pay that 500-600 every month? What could we do with that?”
As of this morning in 2016, that money no longer belongs to U.S. Bank, or Household Bank, or Selco, or Mohela, or Edfinancial. It belongs to us, for us to do what we believe that God would have us do with it. We can give to others, as God wants us to, or we can enjoy this world that God made, as God wants us to (what, did you think God put us here to be sadsacks?). Or a little of both.
Praise be to God, and those who teach others His wisdom. We have benefitted from learning that wisdom from others.